or How I Got Oliver to Stop Screaming and Learn to Love My Mom I recently had cause to write up some of my thoughts on the practice of charm, a neglected, but in my experience extraordinarily practical, esoteric skill. Charm will earn you affection, attention, access, and actions that money and influence will only … Continue reading Keys to Feline Charm: A Case Study
Eye Witness Testimony
Phillipe Halsmann: "Dali Atomicus" a decent feel for what i saw for my friend Shawn Chapman Can we trust our own senses? Witnesses to the high strange reliably report all type of fanciful, unusual, and frankly unbelievable sights and sensations to those of us resting comfortably in consensus reality. It's easy to brush off their … Continue reading Eye Witness Testimony
Initiating Contact – The Shadow Side of the Paraweird
I want to share these two conversations as a pair - both address people setting out to generate large scale psi effects, singly or in groups. Themes of high emotion, strong rapport between experimenters, charisma, ritual, hoaxing and deception, liminality, anti-structure and unusual states of consciousness form a consistent thread through all of these profiled … Continue reading Initiating Contact – The Shadow Side of the Paraweird
Collaborative Weather Art
I am not a solipsist. I never inclined towards that philosophy, in either matters strictly material or those involving the subtle realms. High strange events thought to emanate from a single, solitary, self observing psyche are taboo, but nowhere near as taboo as, say, dreams shared between people with clairvoyant content or old timey group … Continue reading Collaborative Weather Art
Eric Wargo: Precognition, Meaning, and Pomegranates
Madonna of the Pomegranate c. 1487 by Sandro Boticellifrom the painting I talk about in the last segment of the show, my own picture Eric Wargo of The Nightshirt blog and "Time Loops" spoke with Roejen Razorwire and me about time loops, precognition and altered states, meaning and the topology of symbols, retrocausation and more … Continue reading Eric Wargo: Precognition, Meaning, and Pomegranates
Athena’s Message: Jan 6, 2021
In early December of 2019, Recluse invited me to speak on his podcast The Farm on the topic of misogyny in the paraweird, focusing on my own personal experiences. This is a topic that has been very important to me for a long while. I have been outspoken about wanting to create a climate where … Continue reading Athena’s Message: Jan 6, 2021
Spiritual Friendship with Professor WHAM on the alexxcast
Alexx Bollen generously hosted Dr. C.S. Matthews aka Professor WHAM and me for a discussion taking off of my blog post on spiritual friendship. WHAM has an academic background in comparative religion, has practiced Sufism for a couple of decades, and has studied with north American Indigenous practitioners. She has recently published a survey of … Continue reading Spiritual Friendship with Professor WHAM on the alexxcast
Unseen Threads on Consensus Unreality Podcast
Our modern day access to information about sex - for health and pleasure - was heavily influenced by the activism of a high minded, married, middle aged Edwardian lady whose life and work I discuss in this show. We also grapple with synchronicity and what it says about how our universe works. This may sound … Continue reading Unseen Threads on Consensus Unreality Podcast
Misogyny in the Paraweird on The Farm
I'm 11 or 12 here, about a year before the abduction attempt I describe in the show. Harvey Keitel wears the same shirt in 'Mean Streets' (w/out pasta necklace) I am so moved that Steven Snider invited me to have this discussion about misogyny in the paraweird. This is a subject very close to my … Continue reading Misogyny in the Paraweird on The Farm
Haunting My Mom
me and my mom This is the story of a pretty mild haunting in terms of the observed effects - simply the sound of footsteps and a feeling of being watched over lovingly by a female presence. However, subsequent events shed light on the likely cause of this classic style haunting and it raises deep … Continue reading Haunting My Mom






